Have you ever held the dead corpse of a person you have known in your arms? Well, I have. I can only tell you, you know that that shell, that dead body, that once was a live, talking, full of life, human being, wasn’t in that body anymore. What did that tell me? It told me that there is a definate difference between the human conciousness, or soul if you will, and the body, the humanoid computer. What has that subject to do with UFOs? Well, I think, that UFOs come from a place of another dimension, and they are trying to manipulate our conciousness in order to control our “computer bodies”. I’m talking from a purely subjective and existential standpoint. I am not religious, but I’ve read many religious texts that talk about the powers of good and evil. I’ve experienced first hand, the curiosity, the enchantment, that I felt in encountering not just UFOs, but things I couldn’t explain. One night, I was lying on my bed, looking out my window at a full moon, when suddenly, a dark cloud came in through the window and started to encircle the roof of my room like a wolf. I was in a state of terror, while I knew instinctively that it was an evil presence. It circled closer and closer to me until it landed on my chest and it felt like a horse was sitting on me. I prayed to God. I couldn’t breath. After what seemed to be an eternity, I could move again and turn myself on my stomach. I thanked God. But this experience didn’t make me a religious fanatic. It only proved to me that there are powers out there that we don’t see, normally. We are the controlled robots that we are, because of those who control the media, the space program, the military industrial complex; thank you president Eisenhower for that phrase, and those who control our money supply, at a great profit for themselves. They, of the power class, have long ago learned how to control the masses. They have been, I believe, in contact with what we call aliens, or angels and demons, and UFOs, and these things are not nice people. But what I’m trying to get at is this: we all have a conciousness, a soul. It is independant from our bodies. Our bodies are like a computer. It responds to the information we put into it from our conciousness. And these things know that if they control our conciousness, our souls, they can control our bodies, our computer. If these things can control our conciousness through the media, getting us to hone in on our base nature of sex, drugs, and rock’n roll, they can control us. Nothing wrong with those things. I love ’em all. But If you’re not aware that it’s a manipulation, you’re a robot. Your conciousness is finished. You’re just a body, a computer, a robot. I believe, and I cant provide tangible proof for it, only my own, human, subjective ”feelings” and through my experience, that there is a distinct correlation between UFOs, the military industrial complex, and the so called, “illuminati”. I believe, that people who are spiritually oriented, as were the saints in the past, the martyrs, who gave their lives to tell the truth about these beings, which might be called demons by some, aliens by others, appearing as UFOs, are not here to save us, but to enslave us. There are those of us who buy their game, thier bread and circuses. There are those of us who are so dumbed down they will never see a UFO. Not really. Only when it’s too late. But they probably won’t care anymore, because they have lost their souls. They are nothing more than robots. Bodies without a soul. just like a grey. They never got to the point to glimpse the truth. Not until they are enslaved, and then they will be the Eloi, cattle to be eaten, body, mind and soul, by the aliens we were told would bring peace and love to our planet.
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That is utterly depressing Hammer.
I have to say that I am not in full agreement with you on this, since there is no way to no for sure, just like there is no way to know for sure that god exists - its a matter of belief, and belief is a matter of choice.
I choose to have a more optimistic view :-)
Marilyn,
I’m just telling what I’ve experienced and what I’ve felt instinctively through those experiences. I’ve been very fortunate to have had these things happen in my life. I can say for sure that I haven’t lived a life of quiet desperation. The one thing I really want to experience is direct concious contact with a so called "alien". As you know I tried to make contact with them telepathically. I set up a video camera next to my bed. But before I even started, I started getting mental images of greys, and it was unsettling to say the least. So I think I undermined my project subconciously. I’m going to try it again when I’m moved into my new apartment. I’ll let you know.
Good luck, Hammer :-) (with the new apartment as well)
i have never seen a UFO, but i keep saying to my children, always remember to look up. half of our visible world is in the sky, and if you dont look, you never see. i love looking up into the sky at night. the stars and the vastness make me feel like i am safe and i belong.
Hi Susan1963,
you are very perspicacious, having read your other posts. I personally am weary of of UFOs and aliens. They are fascinating, but so is a diamond back rattlesnake. That’s just my feeling. I think you are wise to tell your kids to look to the skies. When I was a kid my parents always told me to look straight ahead, but I didn’t. I saw lots of things they told me were "weather balloons". I never looked straight ahead. I also looked down to the ground and I often found lost money that way. But the night sky is sometimes teaming with activity, and when it’s clear, you know you’re not alone.
Hi Susan1963,
I made a big typo. I didn’t mean to say I’m weary of UFO’s and aliens, I meant to say,WARY.
Hi Susan - I think that is such a nice thought, and outlook on life - not only as far as ufo’s go. Generally - if you don’t look, you won’t see.
hi hammer — i can understand that you are wary, but all i can do is offer the following perspective. if they (et’s) wanted earth, they could have taken it over a long time ago. our governments, perhaps through all history, have had their own dealings with the races that are scattered throughout our galaxy. "they" (ets) have been told that we do not want them here and have respected it so far. but our leaders are now a threat to any galactic community. and our governments already have access to a great deal of et technology. i believe there is a base on the dark side of the moon and that the moon is hollow = i also believe there is life on mars. and many other planets. there are seriously dangerous people in charge of our existance on this planet earth.
the whole history, religion, extra terrestrial question is being played out on us … the secret govt always always is behind both sides of the debate, both sides of the war. its all controlled to ensure maximum fear, confusion and dependence on government. if the et’s attack us one day, i am sure that the govt will be behind it. but looking at the world we live in, looking at all the suffering from poverty, disease, war, genocide … this is not a kind world run by kind people. we should all be equal. no one should be dying in this day and age. the money is there, but it is tightly held by a small percentage. we could solve all the problems of this planet earth, if we were given all of the knowledge that is known and withheld. if you asked me to vote on it, i would willingly assign an alien race to govern us in place of our so called democracy which stands for nothing of value in our human experience. At the very least i would like a choice. I dont like the way humanity has gone, or is going. it is wrong on so many innate and intrinsic levels. how long can we keep turning a blind eye?
Marilyn, thanks for your reply. looking up into the skies is part of our ancient human culture. it is hard wired into our brains, but somehow we seem to have forgotten how important it is on both a practical and spiritual level. it opens us up to a reality that exists but we are always too preoccupied with ground level reality to notice.
I hope i see the new age, in my lifetime. Thats my biggest fear, that i will miss being alive to see it come into being. but i am hopeful.
on a side note, does anyone have any thoughts about the missile that NASA launched on Thursday which will fire an explosive into the moon surface - we are going to be looking at the moon tonight with the telescope i bought for just that reason. i wonder how angry the people living on the dark side are going to be !?! will this be the mission that triggers off the debate which will start to bring about partial disclosure. i do know that THEY wont tell us anything important. its not in their plan for us.
Hi Susan1963,
I wish there were more people like you out there. I’m talking about our place in the unverse and what’s really important as we take up space on this planet. It depresses me sometimes that people are so uninterested in their own cosmos. But you give me hope. I can understand your willingness to assign an alien race to govern us in favour of "democracy". "Democracy" is nothing more than the rule of te mob anyway, without respect of the rights of the minority, so there I’m with you. But, through my personal, subjective experience, I’m not too sure that these so called ETs or aliens have our (humans) best interests in mind. If you go back and read some of my old blogs on this site you might get an idea. But, I’ll just tell you, even though my experiences have sometimes been full of wonder, they have also been full of fear. That tells me instictively that I better be careful. I’ve tried to make contact with many UFOlogist. Most of them didn’t have the time because they were writing books. I did howerver write to a man that piqued my curiosity because his story is very similar to mine. I wrote him a couple of years ago and he’s always responded with good answers to my questions. His name is Derrel Sims. I know he’s controversial, but he’s answered each and every one of my e-mails. He doesn’t claim to know what aliens are or where they come from, but he understands my experience. I think you are just now starting to go down the rabbit hole. It’s a never ending journey, but it will amaze you.
Hi again Susan1963,
I haven’t heard about the missle NASA is planning to fire at the Moon, but you can be sure it is a military op. Who knows what NASA is really up to? I was walking my dog at three in the morning under a crystal clear sky here in Berlin. I had read in the newspaper that the space shuttle was going to be photographically mapping Europe. I was wondering why they needed to do that since there already are quite a few euopean maps. But as I was walking my dog and watching the sky, I suddenly saw something bright moving and stopping in the night sky. I ran inside my apartment and got my high powered russian binoculars. As I focused on the bright object, I saw it was the NASA Space Shuttle. It hung in the sky and an arm would come out and go back in. It stayed there a few minutes, then it turned around and took off. It was amazing. I just thought, "what are they doing up there"?
oh i wish i could say that i have not been down the rabbit hole yet — i started out looking at websites about 3 months ago, for my youngest ones health - then found out about our water and fluoride, then codex alimentarius, then the 911 coverup then the govt behind the govt, then the orchestrated financial collapse, then the NEW WORLD ORDER, then illuminati, freemasons, bilderbergs, trilateral commission, WHO, swine flu, tainted vaccines, satanism, the connection between current leaders and ancient egypt, if not babylon and beyond. then i looked into our forbidden history, and the implications of the age of our planet, civilisations and prior visitations. the corruptions of the torah and the bible, and the biblical references to annunaki and nibiru … then the vatican involvement, jesuit priests, knights templar, the black pope … then into NASA, and the hidden NASA program … and all the way back to extra terrestrials, hollow earth, the moon as a satellite …
i started with a health problem and ended up with aliens and alien technology … go figure ! this is not where i wanted to end up believe me ! :-)))
there is so so so much unknown — who is in alliance with who, and under what contract … what has been offered to our governments that allow alien races to impact with our human race, against our knowledge, our will and our rights to protection.
i have a minor theory, that all the Annunaki/ devil worshiping families that rule here on earth are in a big hurry … they promised the annunaki that things would be under control when nibiru next passed through our orbit, and they are running far far behind. i have read about project bluebeam and the possible govt organised "alien attack" scenario that they will play out to terrorise us and get us under control. another orson welles scenario but this time in HD widescreen LCD and Plasma panel tvs with surround sound !!! i understand that chemtrails deliver both poisons and are screening our atmosphere .. whether it is to make the great delusion more successful (our sky visibility has dropped something like 20% over the last few years) or to make many people much more sick than they are already.
I have listened to hours and hours of UFO documentaries and history documentaries and UFO abductees and contactees testimonies. i have read about esoteric physics and the fractal theory of our universe and the fact that matter is simply held together by our own will and determination. we are all holograms made flesh through vibration.
they all have truth, but they are not all truth.
we are being given so much information from the powers that be, purely through movies … some truth, lots of scenarios and possibilities … we are being told, we are being warned we are being given advance notice. but put into a fairytale or a sci fi movie …
i dont know exactly what to believe, but i know there is a strong thread of truth through all of it. it has to play itself out one way or the other, but if the government present us with an alien race that they say are our allies, be sure that i will be running in exactly the opposite direction.
I do know that our governments are under orders other than the ones they portray to us the constituents. i do know that politicians and judges and other public figures have been warning us about our govts and the military industrial complex for 80 years or more. i do know that mainstream news is nothing but bubble gum and fairy floss.
but i dont know the answers … i just want to believe that there are alien races that care about humans and humanity and they are willing to intervene when there is no other option. i cant believe its not NOW already. how much longer can we live like this? millions upon millions upon millions dying of disease and hunger and lack of clean water, from violent bloody deaths, from dictatorship, from torture, from refugee camps, from medicines that are supposed to protect them. fathers are slaughtered, mothers and daughters and sons are abused and slaughtered. our planet is littered with death. and i look at all of those deaths as holocausts - so why arent we as a human race screaming and banging down the doors of our houses of parliament and demanding that help be given. real help. permanent help. global and perpetual help. we arent helping because our media always likes to keep our eyes turned away from this information. we get a little snippet, and most people turn away from the ghastly images we get. I cant turn away from it anymore. We, the people, are allowing holocausts to occur around the world. just like america and the UK did during world war II - why do we say nothing?
Where is our humanity? we have been blinkered into believing there is no solution. its simply not true. the korean war and the vietnam war, and the gulf war and the iraq war and the afghanistan war … all orchestrated holocausts.
I actually went to see a pyschologist a few years ago, because it made me so melancholy. (plus i had lost a daughter in 2001 and not long after, my husband and the father of my childen) she told me to just focus on what is in front of me. that focusing outside of me was a waste of time because it is beyond my control to alter. Where is humanity in that reasoning? some of us cannot turn our eyes away. if i am not prepared to witness and acknowledge suffering, what sort of a coward does that make me?
sorry this is so long, i could go on for hours !
tx hammer
"Do not adjust your mind, it is reality that is malfunctioning. "
- Robert Anton Wilson -
http://paul-reveres-riders.ning.com/video/video/show?id=3218407%3AVideo%3A5698&xgs=1
I have seen many ufos through my lifetime, some with others and a couple that others should have seen but didn’t. I am a firm believer that there are differant dementions. The one that troubles me the most happened about 10 yrs. ago. I work at a trucking company that is right in the core of a city of over 600,000 people, it was summer , about 7:30 am and a clear sky. As I walked outside I could see what I thought was a hot air balloon is the south east which is not uncommon. I stood a moment and watched and as i did i became quite awear of the sorroundings, all the noise of the city seemed to stop and the wind was nonexistant {total calm}. I saw this balloon coming closer, quicker than one should have untill it was right above me. No, it wasn’t a balloon, what i was looking at was for no better words was a mothership- dam it was huge and not round and smooth but it had a very distinct shape and big, i mean
several football fields in diamiter- like it was covering a huge part of the sky, yet it just floated, i knew it was very low, I’m guessing a few hundred feet. As I’m standing there being blown away at the size and what i know i’m seeing, i am wondering where everyone else is! How can i be the only one seeing this. It was about that time when this huge thing dissapered and the sounds and wind came back. I don’t use drugs nor do i have any mental issues. Just wish it was not me alone seeing what I saw! Randy
Hey Randy,
you are just one of those people that I believe are being observed. Take it as a compliment, but stay cautious. Thanks for a great post.
Hammer
hammer, If you’ll go get the November 2009 issue of Astronomy Magazine, on page 40, there’s a story about an engine I invented in 1954. It’s an Ion Drive device. The trouble in my day was the most advanced tools we had was a Hand-Operated, Brace and Bit. I realized it would require an advanced power supply, but didn’t know if they could make one small enough, powerful enough and safe enough from radiation to install in a Space Ship. The only Reactors available in those days, were bigger than a house, and weighed thousands of tons. The Ion Engine they would power, would generate less than a hundred lbs of thrust. So, I gave up on the Idea, hoping that at some time in the future they would come up with an adequate power supply. The one they’re building, to take man to Mars, will have to be launched by chemical fuel rockets, into orbit, then fire the Ion Drive and slowly spirial out. 100 lbs of thrust, applied for a long time, is VERY effective. Remember Chemical fuel rockets, only provide thrust for minutes, but Ion drive engines operating 24/7, can build tremendous speed. I have been addicted to going to Mars, since my mom told me about it, in 1946. It doesn’t matter that I’ll never get any credit..I know. One reason that I didn’t have a burning desire to see it through is simple. In 1947 a UFO followed our car for approx. 2 hours, they had something much better than an Ion drive. So, I have spent a lifetime working on Field Propulsion. Also I’m working on the Gravity problem, CJ had joined in. At present, there is no adequate explanation for how Gravity works. Some think there’s a particle called a Graviton, that gives all particles\matter gravity. Kinda like the Higgs-Boson giving Mass to particles, that’s what they are looking for with the LHC, if they ever get in running. Ahhhhh YES…."The God Particle". Well hammer I’ll shut up and go play my Guitar. It’s amazing, I don’t have anything to do but I’m busy all the damn time. Bye.
Hello Unkeljack,
You just gave me a lot of things to look up. Thanks. It’s a strange coincidence that just yesterday I was thinking about a kid I went to grade school with named Kurt Kleinschmidt. He was a rocket freak. He’d bring books to school and show me photos of rockets and excitedly point to one and say,"look at this rocket! Thirty-five thousand pounds of thrust!" I haven’t thought or heard about rocket "thrust" in years, and now you bring up the subject. Interesting coincidence. The other thing is, have you ever seen a leaf floating on a still pond and it gets drawn near a floating piece of wood or log and suddenly the leaf starts moving closer and faster to the wood ’til it makes contact with it? There must be a relation to that and gravity. Thanks for the interesting stuff.
I like reading these blogs about supposed aliens and their skeptics, the ultimate convergence of belief and denial . Its gonna be fun to watch the future play out , or what’s left of the future anyway. I have seen alien ships , orbs, sky camouflage used by gigantic ships , lights coming out of the ocean , hovering , then exploding into separate entities and then casually flying off into the cosmos. Does it sound laughable ? Ofcourse it does, but only if you think you know everything about space , time and existence. For all those who think aliens dont exist let me ask you a question ‘’ What makes you think this is even our planet? ‘’ I will be posting more
djedhor: I agree with what you said. The US Govt. knows all about Flying Saucers, which is what they called them. There are 2 basic reasons that they don’t come clean. First, they can’t protect us from them, like you said, I think this is one of the races seen here, lives here under our Oceans. The second is, they think quite strongly, that people will panic, when told that All the Biblical Gods were\are Aliens. There are to many old and uneducated people, that are too set in their ways, to accept a life changing reality. Also we often see some real strange acting Craft. From ORBs to mile long ships, to Giant Triangles. They perform many manuvers, that seemingly make no sense, WHY? Some can elude Radar. Some can dissapear. They often fly in front of many people, like in Mexico, a few years back, WHY? They fly around our aircraft, whether commercial or military. WHY? They are obviously not trying to hide, WHY? I have an idea, that I’ve been mulling over for a number of years. They want our world to understand that we are part of a vast community. And if and when we do, we will see the fulity of our Tribal wars. At some point, we must establish a world wide govt. We are in reality on Spaceship Earth, and have over a hundred nations steering, it’s NOT working folks. We either get together or DIE.
I’ve never seen a UFO. I sometimes have poignant dreams, and dreamt once of standing in a familiar yard with beams of green light coming down from dark objects, and a sense that to be swept into one was not something to be afraid of.
For me, it goes to prove that the imagination is capable of profound fantasies derived from subtle, implanted thoughts. An entire dream, from "Amazing Stories" type documentaries involving UFOs.
By the way, the article this response is toward contains a spelling error. It’s "Your conciousness is finished.", not "You’re conciousness is finished." I kind of like it, though, easily proving the author isn’t some kind of sage. The ‘enlightened’ do not make spelling mistakes, I would think.
Other than what I’ve said, I thought the article was written by a paranoid neurotic - there’s no angels or demons flying around in the sky. Good God.
HI Matthew,
I’m with you. I hate it when I see spelling errors. I’m sort of "anal" that way. But you see, I work in a psychiatric facility and I usually write after working eight to ten hours a day with people who actually see, in their mind’s, angels and demons, so I’m a little tired at the end of the day and I do make mistakes. But you see, I work in Germany, where the power elite were into taking over the world and creating super weapons. I’m just guessing, but you’re either from the United States or England or one of her other properties. You seem to me to be a sceptic. You’ve never seen a UFO, which most people haven’t because they are more interested in watching television or shopping at Walmart or playing with something. But your tone reminds me of a guy I was in college with from South Africa. It was in a comparative government class backin 1980. I made the statement that I felt the UK would become the most surveilled nation on Earth. He said,"good God, are you an idiot." Well, that has come to pass. But I am getting off the point. The nazis wanted to rule the world. But they sort of lost the war, but not really. Or better said, the germans got the shaft. Well what did the "allies" do? They divided up the top nazi scientists between them. Project "paper clip", bringing the best minds in rocketry science and physics and engeneering to the US and USSR. They were into mind control, telepathy, occultism, and not to mention space travel and anything else you might consider an "amazing story". You know Matthew, it really is amazing how ignorant you are considering how intelligently "anal" you are about spelling mistakes. The main thing is we communicate with each other. Sorry if I’ve offended you. I just got off WORK after seven days in a row and I resent someone who calls me, what in medical diagnosis would be called a paranoid, hallucinatory, schizophrenic. But I never said I was "enlightened". I’m trying. I would be very happy to continue to talk with you further. It’s a pity that a person of your obvious intelligence is so narrow minded. But then again, people are mostly the products of their educational programming. People are never taught to think and observe or go with their insticts,just to do as they’re told.
regards,
Hammer
My instinct is: "You’re nuts." Too much TV is what I call it. However, allow me to direct you to my very only possible UFO sighting. I take lots of pictures, as I do not watch much TV as you’re suggesting; I like to scan the photographs for objects such as people. Here’s one to scrutinize. Any idea what it is?
The whole picture
http://divinesnapshots.com/img/s1/v0/p620948667-3.jpg
Note the silver thing above the brown building in the background? Here’s what it looks like close-up.
http://divinesnapshots.com/img/s8/v12/p895603324-3.jpg
Finally, I do think you overuse the word "anal", that can be a sign of homosexuality; but if that’s what you like to do, it doesn’t change what I think of you already. Nazism should be avoided. Oh, wait a minute. Why do I feel like I’m lecturing a child?
Hi again Matthew,
Thank you for pointing out the spelling error in my post. I’ve corrected it. By the way, I checked out the link to your name and I found the photos brilliant.
Matthew, I think you take great photos. I don’t know what that silver object could be. It certainly doesn’t look like a normal aircraft and I’m not a photography expert to know if it’s faked. But as to your comments about me personally, I don’t own a television and I’m not queer. I just used the word "anal" because it fits people who are preocupied with finding fault wherever they can. As for your feelings as though you’re lecturing a child, maybe you’re a kindergarden teacher or an academic or just have delusions of grandeur, I don’t know. Your opinion of me is none of my business.
But what if robots can be fully conscious? I mean, not like a computer, I mean completely conscious. It IS possible, not just yet, but it is possible. When a system is very very complex it starts to show emerging properties, that’s why animals can’t be fully conscious, that is why artificial intelligence is actually stupid, they are not complex enough to be self-conscious. But as we push the envelope of science the chimera of the self-conscious computer comes closer and I wonder… What will be of the concept of ’soul’ then?
Hallo(as we say in Germany) Jhonny, ( Did you mean Johnny)?
Doesn’t matter. You pose some very interesting questions. Artificial intelligence cannot have a soul because it had to have existed in the first place. Case closed. But, anything’s possible. Maybe, as in my ex-mormon religion, they say, we will become gods and rule over our own creations. How about that? Plus, I would recommend everyone to check out Jhonny’s website. It’s very good. Jhonny, or Johnny, it’s my belief, and Matthew Staben, don’t take me wrong, I’m not in kindergarden, but it’s my belief that human beings have a soul, that’s our consciousness. Now, contrary to popular belief, I believe, and it’s just as valid as that apish looking inbred Darwin’s theory, that the universe and all it’s inhabitants were created by an intelligence that is beyond our comprehension. I’m not saying the Bible did it, although, if one does read the Bible one might get a bit of knowledge from it. Unfortunately it’s not like second had smoke. You do have to inhale. But most pople these days have never read the Bible or for that matter, ever read anything. I would suggest that people read the Bible as an historical document, bedtime story for the kids, or just because it’S the most widely published book on the planet that nobody seems to read. But back to J. Paranoid who’s website I find very informative, there once was a man called Rabbi Löwe. He decided that the nobility, new world order, were going to make problems for the jewish ghetto in Prague. So, he called upon the dark forces to help him find a way to help his people. After all, you have to fight fire with fire. So he called upon a demon. This demon told him to create a being out of clay and to give him the name that would bring him to life. Rabbi Löwe followed his instructions and did just so, creating a "Golem" or artificial human being. But it didn’t have a soul. Now what I am going to postulate to you is this: all human beings on this Earth have a soul, an intelligence. That may sound absurd when thinking about some or most of our politicians who have proven time and again to be less than human and to have no souls or intelligence. But, regardless if they can speak the native language of their constiuents or not, they get elected to represent you. Somebody pays worthless paper money to have these poor souls elected to represent the stupid voters who’s vote is rigged anyway. Then comes the media blitz with hot babes and "intelligent looking" newsmen who don’t know shit from shinola, and tell us pawns and peons what to think. Therefore, we have given our souls over to a bunch of inbred, halfwitted but clever, elitests who have controlled the world since our time began. It was their luck that they came upon the higher technology at Roswell and used that for their devious control game. JHonny Paranoid, I am so happy that you contacted us. I think your website is brilliant and I think you have a great soul.
Best regerds,
Hammer
Hallo Hammer, actually it’s Jhonny, not Johnny LOL. I really don’t know what to believe when it comes to souls and the paranormal, I’m agnostic, that’s why I’m an amateur Paranormal Investigator. My mother’s cousin died of an invasive brain tumor, seeing people struggle with brain illnesses really puts things in perspective (scary shit). But don’t get me wrong, I am not 100% skeptic. I did read the bible and the four gospels back when I was a hardcore believer, I just went to college after that LOL and learned a bunch of other things, which overweight the religious stuff I know because, at least in my own experience I have no way of proving any of my religious views, I have absolutely no tangible evidence of the spiritual world the bible thaught me existed out there, it’s all circumstantial evidence, but the scientific evidence it’s there for everything else, I can prove about anything with it while the religious knoledge is more like a bunch of folkloric tales, I’ve also read about a lot of other cultures, and their religious views share lots of resemblances with the bible, even though they have different deities. That is why I became a paranormal investigator, I want to prove to myself that the spiritual world exists. Sad thing is that I haven’t found like any cold hard evidence about anything I want to prove, all I got is a few theories, but not HARD HARD EVIDENCE Like "here, this is an actual piece of UFO, it’s made out of Unobtanium" or "Here, this is a ghost, it’s made out of Müon neutrinos and gamma photons" LOL get what I’m saying? Me and my webguy used to be Paranormal Investigators together but while the lack of tangible evidence and the tremendous amount of hoaxes we found drove him into total skepticism, I am still confident that we can even prove the existence of God through science, it’s only matter of time until the time is right and we can find some tangible evidence and analyze it.
Regarding cosciousness, in my humble opinion, I can’t prove the existence of the soul out of the body perse, cause it’s not a measurable energy, so I am like open-minded about it but I’m also open to the idea that there is none and my life’s work might be a wild goose chase, thanks God I don’t do this for living though LOL, I wish somebody paid me to do it LOL. What we’ve found so far is that the brain is some sort of anthena, (and this is only a hypothesis I have) and the mind, soul, consciousness, whatever you wanna call it, is the electric activity that’s in the brain, this ‘anthena’ is capturing this signal and transforming it into electrical impulses, the more complex this anthena (the brain) is, the more little terminals it has, the more ‘consciousness’ you show. For now my investigation is incomplete, I would like to take measurements on a dying person, to see where this electric brain activity goes during and after the moment of death, but of course that would be unethical LMAO. I still have a lot of questions regarding God, the soul, ghosts and a lot of other things, but hopefully in time I’ll have the answers.
I’ve seen so many hoaxes in my life time, that I don’t believe things so easily. Especially after Mom and I converted to Christianism (we used to be Catholic). Lots of Pastors sometimes try to force the ‘miracles’ down your throat and that’s kinda what pissed me off in the beginning, cause some are making pretty good buck on that and that kinda pisses me off. I know miracles just don’t happen that easily, cause I’ve seen myself some really weird unexplaible stuff, but coercing it to happen is just not the way cause you automatically f*ck up what’s real, now people like me will doubt of everything.
By the way, thanks for your kind words about my web site, I’m glad you like it. If you have any crazy/paranoid news, please do send them my way, I’ll credit you. I always love some really crazy unexplainable stuff or those news about the end of the world (I like to see what’s coming my way so I can prepare for it). I just try to put a funny spin on the news, cause I got enough drama in my life to still get more drama in the newspaper LOL.
I Jhonny,
you are a true human being. I will just tell you as someone who’s experienced people’s slow deaths many times, there is something that is not there anymore. Now what could that be? Lying before me is an inanimate body, usually with a yellow hue, but just a shell, a "container". What is it that’s gone? I know what it is but that’s my own personal experience. Science is what those who have the money to pay scientists to say what it is. Don’t forget: in "science" it’s always "theory" not fact. You will never get cold hard facts through second hand scientific research. Do your own reseach, or better yet, do your own "search". After all, the only reality is yours.
Keep it up,
Hammer